reflections

Rage fits
follows lies
cant function
futile tries
tears flow
runny nose
just want to
let it go
Cant get
to a goal
is it me or
universe whole
I just want to win
but am back as
hamster again
chest hurts
bang my head
wonder if
be better off
dead
edge of night
my friends asleep
whats the point
disturb their sleep
I just sit
and quietly cry
for what is lost
and gone and by
Michelle Karyn Helene and Patty
proof positive it isn't them
And yet I scream
I am not broken
whisper it with glass unbroken
my cats they save me
once again
otherwise
calling sweetly
oblivion