Leiah is better

Took my baby girl into the vet this morning.

She's doing better, got another antibiotic shot and probably only has to wear the collar for another two weeks.  I can hope, anyway.

Another $200 shot.  But, how could I do otherwise?

Sunday night, another disaster

So Sunday I took my roommate and son back to his home.

On the return drive... 

She drank 3/4 of a flask of Fireball in the car on the freeway after dropping her son off. 

Never mind the open container laws, which would cost me as well.

She called her friend on the other phone she has two (business and family)... so he can listen in.

And she starts by calling the Mexican gangbanger...

She's talking to him about her wet pussy, and how she wants him... etc. Typical.  Then she hangs up.

I was busy not saying a f****** thing at that point, because I didn't want to set her off. 

At that point she started dissing the Mexican "pica" client on the phone and then told me that she had to smoke and I had to pull over. 

I said I was waiting for an off-ramp, and she went off about how I was a loser..

She then put her feet up on my dash told me I was a Jew kike loser bastard etc etc etc, and said she was going to smoke in the car. 

When I got off the freeway she was reading me the riot Act got out of the car after more abusive b*******, and then told me if I didn't leave she was calling the cops and that she wanted her friend to tape record me. 

I hung out for about 5 or 10 minutes she walked away and disappeared. I didn't abandon her, I just chose not to continue the discussion.

I agree that every time I open my mouth and say anything at all I get in trouble. 

Her friend said

"Yeah that’s pretty much where she’s at with you. She’s done with the flirtations, the innuendos, and the outright sexual harassment. I think if everybody’s on that page things will work out. If not, she’ll have her stuff out of there ASAP and would be appreciated if it’s unmolested "

I thought I was clean there.  apparently not according to her however.  I was kind of going with if I don't say anything, I can't get into trouble...  apparently that isn't true.

However, I'm very sorry I reacted.  I should NOT have called her a cunt.  Asshole perhaps. But it beats breaking her jaw, or selling her to the Mexican mafia as a whore...

Anyway, I react to Kike Jew Bastard about the way she reacts to cunt.

Also, Threatening to smoke in my car?  Not fair.  I told her I would stop as soon as I could safely.

She was over the top - drunk and abusive.

I lose.

Anger is never a good response

So, roommate came back from her weekend stressed and tired.
Starts up a tv-movie, and is enjoying it.  A scene comes on and I make a joke comment in poor taste.
She goes ballistic, because as usual she's more wound up than at first glance.

And I'm tired of walking on a fucking tightrope.

She's mad, lashing out, and I'm the pinata.

fuck it.