Introspection, Sunday

Self-worth is one of those intangibles that we rely on to keep us on course. There have been times (recently) when the only thing keeping me going was the question of who would take care of my cats. Fortunately, the feeling can be observed from the outside (I know when I’m having crazy thoughts), but it doesn’t make it easier to deal. (And I can’t drink it away… the tipsy point is also the point where I know I feel miserable; so I don’t). But, D pointed out that I’m still carrying a really large anger-grudge re former gf1 and 2. (Feel cheated), but letting that go seems to be very difficult.