tears for that lost

alcohol has it's moments.
It can bring clarity, just before you bend over the bowl
my life went sideways
when I lost my wife (first marriage) and not improved since with the second...
it's a raw nerve that exposes
when I least expect it

mortality and thoughts... again

sometimes, it's just weird. I just found out - -
One of my "condo association" friends and allies... passed on back in November. Apparently her son told the temp at the property Management office, and they told our account manager when she got back from vacation. I found out from someone who talked to the rep...
I've been leaving messages, and now I know why...